Tag: surviving

• Mysterious pains!

  I had been slowly pottering around this quiet Sunday morning. Watering the plants. I put a couple of loads of washing on. Played with the cat. No out of the ordinary symptoms just the usual things. My ASDA delivery arrived just after 1pm. The delivery guy drags three crates up the 28 steps to my…

  phoenixjohnston1

  30th Aug 2026

  Daily life., Dissociation, eating disorder, Health, Mental Health, Uncategorized, writing

  anxiety, Dissociation, eating disorder, healing, hurt, life, Mental Health, surviving, thoughts, writing

• Folding

  Folding inside myself Folding away  Away from the world  I don’t trust the world I don’t trust me Don’t trust me Promises rusting Emotions turning  To stone  No moonbeams The stars  Blinking out  One by one  I’ve been here before Falling  Burning  Turning to ash The rebirth  Harder  Each time  I’m folding Into myself  Folding…

  phoenixjohnston1

  28th Aug 2026

  Uncategorized, Mental Health, Poetry, Dissociation, Daily life.

  Dissociation, grief, life, Mental Health, Poetry, surviving, thoughts, time, writing